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Name: Emily
Location: Madison, Wisconsin, United States
Birthday: 2/11/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: I love to play my guitar and sing. I'm a worship leader. My favorite food is cheese and my favorite place to be is the great outdoors, especially places like the Grand Canyon and Yosemite.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  m wat is on
MSN: buckyfan@hotmail.com
Member Since:
8/15/2004
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Head over here and take me
Head over heels and aching
When I told you I was yours
I was yours
In this life, you're the one place I call home
In this life, you're the feeling I belong
In this life, you're the flower and the thorn
You're everything that's fair in love and war
I'm coming down like a gunshot
In all these battles I've fought
You're the mark I'm aiming for
I was yours
Head over heels
In this life I'm stubborn to the core
In this life I've been burning after more
We both know what these open arms are for
You're everything that's fair
In this life, you're my only one
Head Over Heels (In This Life) by Switchfoot
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| Do you ever find yourself in a situation where you want to do what is right but you have no idea what 'right' is? That seems to be the story of my life as of late. There are so many grey areas in life these days. I'm getting clouded. It seems to me that back in the day of our grandparents things were more black and white. Maybe I am wrong about that. Maybe everyone goes through a gray phase. Or maybe the world has always been gray and I never realized it until now. I really want to know what is right and just. That is all I ever want, but those gray areas frustrate me to the max. | | |
| I'm at work and it is very very slow and I pretty much know all my vocab for my Hebrew quiz today, so I decided to grace this page with updated ramblings. I've been really frustrated and angry for no good reason for the past couple of days, weeks months....I don't really know how long. I trick myself a lot and most of the time I don't understand myself. The question I have been asking myself lately is "am I selfish? Am I really more selfish than I know?" Sometimes I get the impression from people that I am. Considering that my biggest turn off is arrogance and self-absorption, that is really messed up. What is there to say? I am pretty much a wreck right now. If you want an explanation, I can't give you one because I really don't have one. I also feel that talking about my inner dialogue with myself is selfish. Basically I am self-conscious about my selfishness.........what the ? How can I be selfless if I am not self-concious about my selfishness? Am I ridiculous? Am I selfish? I gotta work now. More later. | | |
| It was really fun and relaxing. Had awkward moments with Swedish people at a bar. Lost the keys to the car and cried because I thought I was stranded for the third time this year....we found them though. They were about two hours away in Kirsten's bag. But seriously, i enjoyed just chillin with the girls and making pudgie pies and trying to make a fire and watching shooting stars half covered in a blanket on the dock. And I went geocaching for the first time ever. It was like search for treasure and I liked it. I wish I had a GPS so I could do it here. Time to search ebay and amazon. Thanks Amy for the invite to your cabin. You are awesome!
Ok I am going to go hang out with Les balls.
SHALOM
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| Are you allowed to smoke on the premises of Union South? Cuz I am sitting at a table right next to a lady smoking a ciggy and I can feel my lungs dying as we speak. Pretty sure that is not allowed. | | |
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